Rainy

It's rainy here. I love the rain. Kinda comforts me knowing that I won't be the only one feeling sad or lonely on a day like this. You know that song "Stranger in Moscow" by Michael Jackson? Well, the verses constantly sing out "How does it feel, when you're alone and you're cold inside?". I always think about that song when I walk in the rain or just sit in the dark listening to it. Being a teenaged guy, I know I know nothing about love. But so far I haven't had good experiences with it. Especially when the one girl I used to hold close is practically going down a road of self-destruction. I don't know if I hate her, or if I miss her, or if I'm just worried about her. It makes my head hurt. So even though I may love the rain, I can't stand the rain. Because it does show me how it feels when I'm alone and cold inside...